But deep down I knew it won't suffice.
You rekindled it all,
But I fear its all going to fall.
Unable to hide them, conceal them,
I try to run.
When questions are asked,
I keep mum.
I fear running that last mile,
I know will take me there.
I lie to you, I put on faces,
I try to walk, but I sway.
I push myself away, away from you.
But its all gone, when I see you.
I don't want my destiny this way.
I don't want to feel it this way.
But its too good, too lovely, too beautiful to lose.
Its so much harder than it seems.
But somehow I got caught in between.
I can't show, I can't explain.
But I hope you understand.